Doing It
(while trying not to)

I didn't want to do this.
I mean, I didn't wake up
this morning feeling I had
to do this, and it isn't as
if I thought so much about
doing this, yet, here I am
doing this again...

...and just when I've stopped
thinking about it, just when
other doors crack open,
there's a tug in the groin,
a sensuous light
where I touch,
and in an instant,
I'm doing it again,

as I'm doing it now.